854Miles

One night you told me to go outside. It was so painful to think of you that night. But I went outside and looked at the moon like you told me to. 'Can you see the moon?' 'Yes' 'Look at it. I see it and you see it.' Thats the moment where I realized how you saw this. This distance. You saw it not as a turning point but a future. A future with hopes and promises. But little did you know. How scared I was of the dark.

Sometimes I like to think he fell in love with me through his dreams. So, every night when he wished for god to take him away from the world he wished for the chance to be met with the love he needed. And that was me. I wasn't perfect, and god knows I'm not, but the boy didn't wish for perfection. He wished for healing. Sometimes I wish that this wasn't a dream and that he would wake up, and still realize that I'm there; That no matter what I was the same girl he fell in love with in his sleep. But every time I'm only met with disappointment and denial. I deny the fact that I'm only there for him in his dreams. Dreams of you- 854 Miles.